How to Work With Your Dissertation Advisor

"This sucks."

That's what I said. On a Zoom call. To my Chair.

I had found her Calendly link, made an appointment like a responsible adult, joined the meeting, exchanged pleasantries, and then just... said it. “I don't understand what you are asking for. Maybe I'm not supposed to be here because I don't know what to do or even how to do it. And to use the most academic word I can come up with… This sucks.”

I had spent years trying not to say that out loud.

When I started my DBA, I came in with a clear understanding of one thing: this was my study, and nobody was going to do it for me. They told us that repeatedly. So I took it literally. Head down. Alone. Figuring it out. I went through three different Chairs, all of them different in how they handled things, which didn't exactly inspire confidence that the relationship was something I could count on. So I handled things on my own.

I didn't realize I was allowed to ask for help until I was way too deep into the study and way too close to the edge.

The moment I knew something had to change was when my Chair sent feedback that I didn't understand the assignment. That comment hit different. Not because it was harsh. Because I didn't know if she was wrong. I had been white-knuckling it alone for so long that I genuinely couldn't tell anymore whether I was missing something obvious or just exhausted. Probably both.

So I found the Calendly link. I made the appointment. I showed up to the Zoom call, and I said the thing I'd been carrying around for months.

She didn't flinch. She didn't make me feel small for saying it. She just got to work. We talked through what I was missing, what she actually needed from me, and what the next step looked like. That was it. One conversation. And I walked away knowing what to do.

That's the thing nobody tells you going into a doctoral program. Your advisor is a resource you are allowed to use. Not just an authority figure you are supposed to impress. Not someone you perform competence for until you crack. The relationship is something you can build, something you can tend, something you can actually ask things of.

I didn't know that. And it cost me time, sleep, and more self-doubt than I care to admit.

Here's what I'd tell the version of me who was sitting in that first semester, thinking the whole thing was supposed to be a solo mission:

Show up at your Chair's office hours before you need something. Not because you have a crisis. Just to be known. The students who build the relationship early have a very different experience than the ones who only reach out when things fall apart.

Ask questions before you are desperate. There is no such thing as a stupid question in a doctoral program. There are only questions you asked and questions you didn't. The ones you didn't ask have a way of becoming the wall you hit in chapter four.

Be honest about where you are. Not performatively. Not fishing for reassurance. Just honest. I don't understand this feedback. I'm not sure what you need from me here. Can we talk through it? Those sentences are not admissions of failure. They are how you get the information you need to finish.

Know what your Chair can and cannot do. Advisors are bound by institutional policy in ways that coaches and mentors are not. There are things your Chair may not be able to say to you directly, even when they know exactly what you need to hear. That's not abandonment. That's the job. Learn to read the room.

And if your advisor relationship is genuinely not working — if the dynamic is harmful, not just hard — know that you have options. Committees can change. That is not failure. That is self-advocacy.

I finished my dissertation. Not because I figured it all out alone. Because at some point, I threw my hands up, found a Calendly link, and said this sucks to someone who was actually there to help.

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